okei.. last night, or this morning rather i had the hardest time falling asleep. i went to bed at the time i usually go to bed nowadays, around 2.30 or 3am but i was surprised, that even at that time, i wasnt sleepy at all.. i found myself wide awake, just laying there. i didnt know why i couldnt sleep which kinda pissed me off coz i wanted to go to sleep. so i just layed there, thinking. i just kept thinking and thinking. but not on any particular subject or watever, but i was thinking about everything. all these random things just popped into my mind. its weird, i know. some of the things i thought about were about the passed, or the present, even the future [ haha, i sound so weird ryt about now ] or things like what if i didnt move to the philippines?, or what if i didnt go to atheneum?, or what if i was famous?... random things like that. then, what really ticked me off, was that i started to feel hungry! ugh. i hate that feeling, esp when you know you're not supposed to eat that late or if you know there isnt anything to eat, or worse, you're hungry, and there is something to eat, but you don't want wat is there or you dont know what you want to eat! get it??? haha. i know im on the verge of not making any sense but i think you'll get it eventually. hehe.. anyway, i was still awake when my sister woke up to go to summer school, and that was around 4am, i mean i could hear her outside.. shes kinda loud. haha. juss kidding. anyway, after my thinking session, i couldnt stop moving!! omg. i dont know what was wrong with me.. jeez.. anyway, im starting to feel a little sleepy, and i realize, its already 5 passed 6!! ugh. i had been laying there for 3hours plus. haaay. i hate it when thise kinda thing hapends.. hehe..
well, i didnt do much todey. pretty boring like every other day. gosh.. i wish our tropa would plan an outting.. i mean an outting that will actually push through.. i want to get outt of the house.. well, kinda. ive been feeling lazy a lot. hehe.. but i did a productive thing todey.. i cleaned my room and the coffee table in the living room!! hehe.. wla lang, proud lang si ging. hehe.. hmm.. maxine is going to st. paul with me!! yehey! i was really happy that her parents finally changed their minds. now i have someone to spend my college years with, that i know and trust. besides my sister. hehe.. btw, ate says im really white now.. [ really?? ] i know i barely go out of the house but to me, i still look kinda tannish as usual. but i gues i dont notice coz i dont really pay attention to those kinda stuff and i have no one to really compare my skin to here. coz dad is already dark and arvin is already light.. so yea.. hehe.. hmmmm.. i think thats all for now. i dont realy know what else to talk about.. ohh yea, i watched Chris Rock's movie called I Think I Love My Wife.. it was okei.. not really my kind of movie. later dater. Ü